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Tainted Happiness
Haunted by memories of misery
Will it ever stop hurting?
Will trust come without doubt?
Will joy come without fear?
Will peace come without sleep?
I want to die, but I wish to live
To continue on and hold something more
But the wounds hinder and paralyze
The scars mark me
The memories won't go away
I want to forget
I want to be healed
But how long will that take?
How long will it be before I can be glad
To be alive again?
I want happiness, but this world is painful
It shuns me and leaves no place
Places I find are taken away
Leaving me worse
Than if I had never known what it was to belong
What will I do?
Now that I've become strong
I could endure it if I tried
But to live without what I know now
Would not be a life worth living
So I pray
That this world will hold strong
And that for once it would exist
Without collapsing beneath me
Please don't collapse
What I ask isn't much
Don't fade or become corrupt
Just remain
And I'll be okay.
Haunted by memories of misery
Will it ever stop hurting?
Will trust come without doubt?
Will joy come without fear?
Will peace come without sleep?
I want to die, but I wish to live
To continue on and hold something more
But the wounds hinder and paralyze
The scars mark me
The memories won't go away
I want to forget
I want to be healed
But how long will that take?
How long will it be before I can be glad
To be alive again?
I want happiness, but this world is painful
It shuns me and leaves no place
Places I find are taken away
Leaving me worse
Than if I had never known what it was to belong
What will I do?
Now that I've become strong
I could endure it if I tried
But to live without what I know now
Would not be a life worth living
So I pray
That this world will hold strong
And that for once it would exist
Without collapsing beneath me
Please don't collapse
What I ask isn't much
Don't fade or become corrupt
Just remain
And I'll be okay.
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